Me and sadness (Song by John Feelings)

This is not end of world
This is not end of anything
This is just me, me and my mind
Just being myself, my own world
Nothing else, just me and my sadness

Darkness falling over me
Shadows, just shadows
Hope, war, all ending war
End of nothing
My eyes, my eyes
Just saying nothing
Like echo in my mind, sadness
Never ending sadness

 Black hole, i am coming
 Closer, so deep, so deep
There was a boy, happy days
Many happy days, remember
All gone, suddenly all gone
Is this happening to me
Vanity is a hard to carry
just me and my pride
It`s a never ending dream
Never ending nigthmare

Can you wake me up,
echo in my mind
Can you wake me up
Made my mind, is there any options
No, this is end
Give up, let your soul be free
Do what you have to do
It`s my decisions, juts me and my sadness,
Sadness
Let me be, on sky, flying like in my dreams
Happy boy, joyful
End of rainbow, it`s my place to be
No worries, no pain
Just freedom

This is not end of world
This is not end of anything
This is just me, me and my mind
Just being myself, my own world
Nothing else, just me and my sadness

There was a boy, happy days,
Many happy days, remember
All gone, suddenly all gone
Is this happening to me
Vanity is a hard to carry
just me and my pride
It`s a never ending dream
Never ending nigthmare
Is there any hope, friends

Is there any help, love to me